Just For Fun

You Are a Black and White Cookie

You're often conflicted in life, and you feel pulled in two opposite directions. When you're good, you're sweet as sugar. And when you're bad, you're wicked!

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

Your Summer Ride is a Jeep

For you, summer is all about having no responsibilities. You prefer to hang with old friends - and make some new ones.

What's Your Summer Ride?

Your Mind is NC-17 Rated

You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you!

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Your Love Song Is

Wonderwall by Oasis "I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now" You know what you want - but does that person want you?

What Love Song Are You?

What People Think of Your Mouth

People see you as both demanding and irresistible. You are often the center of attention - and that's how you like it. You are up for anything and very energetic. People sometimes propose wild ideas to you. And who knows? Maybe you'll take them up on it. You are known to be a little freaky!

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

Gummy Bears

You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

No Kids = Mommy Having Adult Fun

So I took Blake back to mom's again Friday night. I stayed all night there and came back yesterday evening. I hate that drive. 5 hours each way in a car is NOT a fun trip to do 2 weekends in a row. It wears me out. But I was not about to let being tired keep me down last night! I went out with some friends. Had a pretty good time, I stayed sober *shocking* since I had no kids to come home to. I ended up driving and my friend took off with some friends we work with so I went home, got a call from Jason and went to his house at 4am. 4AM!! Yes, I am totally falling in love with this man. I would go out at anytime of the day or night to spend even the smallest amount of time with him. He is just so perfect for me! He is cute as a button, sweet, straight forward and tells it like it is, which I TOTALLY need to have done... He has the most beautiful blue eyes and this amazing smile that just makes me melt when I see it. And he does this *thing* with his left eyebrow that makes me want him even more. I just can't do it with my eyebrow, and I know it sounds stupid, most people can raise one eyebrow and no big deal, but when he does it, it just does things to me, haha! I wish I knew how he really feels about me. I am so scared that I am going to get hurt. I can see it happening, and he is the first person I have let myself really care about, the first person I have even wanted to care about since my divorce. He is so amazing with my kids and they both love him. He would be an amazing father for them. I know he wants to have kids of his own, which I would love to do in a heartbeat, and we have discussed the things we want to do *when we grow up* already. He has just never said what exactly it is that he thinks of us or wants for us. I wish he would give me some type of clue. My biological clock is ticking! I am 32, and I would like to have 2 more kids before I am 40. I think he is going to come over tonight, so maybe I will get some type of clue then. If you are reading this, please send some good lovin' vibes my way! I need them. I have been sending up lots of prayers for this and I have been wanting him for so long now! These past 8 months have been amazing, not exactly dating, but spending a lot of time together getting to know him and his likes/dislikes... I amgoing to fall and it is going to be a hard fall. I want this relationship *SO* bad! I need him. I can make him happy and he makes me happy, and that IS what it is all about, right? Keep us in your thoughts!