I Got Tagged

Ok, Lori, I could hurt you for this one! I don't have any books that are unpacked that are more than 123 pages ha ha! All I have our those wonderful Horton Hears a Who, How The Grinch Stole Christmas... I have to find a book to do this with and then I'll come back and finish this!

The tag works like this --
1.Pick up the nearest book (of at least 123 pages).
2.Open the book to page 123.
3.Find the fifth sentence.
4.Post the next three sentences.
5.Tag five people

Playing Hookey And A Few New Pics

I have a killer migraine going on today. I think I am dying. My kids will not be quiet to save their lives, the tv has to be going, the radio has to be on, and they have to scream and yell. OMG all I want is a dark room full of silence! Someone come take my kids for the day and give me a break? I think I would have had more silence at work than I am getting here. It doesn't help that my house is a mess, and the more I look at it the more I want to cry. I broke down and called mom to beg her to please come help me clean my house. I have decided you just can't do it by yourself with 2 rotten little boys undoing everything you do. It is impossible. I had to have my boyfriends come visit me, Ben and Jerry are here right now with some Strawberry Cheesecake icecream. It is making me feel a little better. I love those men! Wonder which one will marry me? I hope this isn't a sign of what the rest of the weekend is going to be like! I hope you all have a wonderful weekend!!

Happy New Year!

I hope you all have a wonderful, entertaining, and prosperous new year!!

New Photo of Us

Hey all, just thought I'd share a new photo of Jason and I. Things are still the same as they were before, nothing else has changed. Sigh. We *are* going to Gatlinburg this weekend to shop, and mom is coming in to keep the kids, so maybe he will finally tell me that he loves me and wants to be with me. Fingers crossed for me!

Oh, and I swear, he *DOES* own other shirts lol! I just realized that he has had the same shirt on in every picture I have of him! Men!

I've Been Tagged!

Here are the rules which must be posted on your blog if you are tagged.1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.2. Share 7 facts about yourself: some random, some weird.3. Tag 7 people at the end of your post and list their names (linking to them).4. Let them know they've been tagged by leaving a comment at their blogs.

Hummm 7 facts about me...


1. I have lost 22 pounds and am on my way to losing another 78!
2. I am so madly in love with Jason that it is all I think about all of the time and I am beginning to believe I am borderline obsessed with him.
3. I am a HUGE Greenbay Packers fan. I named Brett after Brett Favre, he was even due on Brett Favre's birthday.
4. I have been a bad blogger and I haven't made it to Croppers Cottage in what seems like forever! I miss you guys so much!
5. I haven't had time to scrapbook in months and I really miss it!
6. I have a myspace now. Go check it out! I want to add you as friends! http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=57137492
7. I love horror movies and watch them all the time!


I tag Rita, Christi, Lori, and Jayne!

This Is How I Feel

This is how he makes me feel! I love him!

2 Days In A Row!

I just wanted to share photos from the wonderful Friday night we had.

I am *SO* in love....

Yes, I know, I am a bad, bad blogger!

I love him! I just love him. And he finally knows! I don't say it to him, although I wish he were listening when I hang up the phone every night. I don't go all sappy and make him uncomfortable. But I am there, I listen, I talk, I look him in the eyes, I love him. More than any one I have ever cared about in that way. Had I known years ago that this is what true love feels like, I would never have married Glen. I have never felt like this before. It is the most amazing and wonderful feeling in the world. To walk past his desk at work and have him smile, to stand outside at lunch talking to him, to hear my phone ring and it be his "special" tone, my heart just jumps and bounces everywhere. He makes me feel special. I know he care, would almost swear he loves me as well, but he is still so scared to open up and let me all the way in. My goal is to be there by Christmas. He finally met mom. It was awesome. That was his idea, I had been asking him to meet her for months. He said, "Well I guess it is time she puts a face with the name" and I said true. She LOVED him. My mother actually liked him! That is saying alot, she NEVER likes anyone that I have dated. EVER! They talked and laughed, and she would throw her head back and put her hand on his arm. I am so blessed! While talking to mom, he happened to look over at the counter and see my cute little dry erase board that I had so lovingly written "I Love Jason" on. Well he picked it up, looked at it, turned it to me, looked at it again, and I ran like a chicken! Bye Mom! We have to go now! Ugh! I thought, this is it, it is over before it really began, but I have enjoyed the ride. He didn't say anything about it until we got to the restraunt. While walking to the door, he says, "So you love me" and I decided I might as well get it over with, let him know exactly how I feel and not put it off any longer. So I tell him "Yes, I do" and he says "I am not lovable" and I told him that is his opinion. He didn't mention it again until later that night. We went to a local lake and drove around for a while talking. He asked me why I love him and what is it about him that I like so much. So I told him. I didn't let him get a word in edgewise. I just kept telling him everything. His eyes, his smile, his outlook on life, the way he treats my kids, the way he makes me feel, his honesty, the way he is all about his family, his loyalty. He just sat there and listened to it all. And when I was finished, he put his hand on my leg while I was driving. I won't go into details about what happened after that, but let's just say it was amazing and he is the one who started it and finished it. He is so amazing. I want to be his so bad. I hope that he loves me even half as much as I love him. I want to marry this man, and I swore I'd never want to marry anyone again. I want to be with him for the rest of my life, I want to grow old with him. I want to have his children. Send me lots of good love vibes and keep us in your thoughts!

Photo Of My Sweetie

Just thought I'd share with you. This is who is making me happy! We were at Buffalo Wild Wings with some friends a couple of weeks ago. One of our good nights. What do you think?

CherishDo It To It (Feat. Sean Paul Of The YoungBloodZ)

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Not So Lonely Lately!

So things are going really well with Jason now. He seems to be letting me in a little bit more each day. I have spent 4 of the last 5 nights together with him. These nights have been lasting a long time. I am worn out from the lack of sleep. But it is *SO* worth the lack of sleep to spend time with him. I am hoping that by September we are finally *coming out* as a couple. We spend a lot of time together talking and driving around. We watch a lot of movies. He is looking into buying a house and Friday night when he invited me over he had all these papers for me to look at. He actually asked me which ones I liked and kept them separate from the others. That counts for something, right? I mean that does mean he values my opinion or something like that. Ok, so maybe that is all in my head, but I can think what I want since it is my pea brain. Saturday night he called and had me come over again and we took off at 3am to go look at 2 of them he was interested in. They were both nice, and he was telling me all of these plans he would have with either one of them. That means something to me too. Hopefully that means he is thinking of some type of future with me, he did pick out houses with 3 and 4 bedrooms, and they have fenced in backyards. That is good for the boys. He has been asking when the kids are coming home and that just makes me happy. He does like them and they love him. So I just wanted to update how happy I have been lately. Feeling very optimistic about this. Hope all is well with my peeps!!